Monday, December 16, 2013

Dexedrine

Don’t even consider
the tornados as catastrophes
the miracle
of the expensed
thrill, the one
that costs skin
ripped, charred
in a crater
You are the Saks
of sensation
tips passed on
round the campfires
of molten
holocausts
divided into strata
Jewels for everyone
The true catastrophes
those with diminishing returns
thrill
dispenser gone awry
pieces pinning
you to the wall
the black bauble
in your
veins
from the ride between
the legs
Poverty hurts,
swept by the stream
from the burst
myocardia
the incontinent body
finds a sort of mobility
at last
then dawn again

then leap into it

the one lodged firmly between his legs

"The Only Way This Can End" is up at Drunk Monkeys

Monday, November 25, 2013

Mescaline



think
of dirty
windows
and how hard
it is
to give
away
Press into
his hands
“this is for
luck,”
of beautiful
ecstatic lostness,
flight fatigue
“Luck” he repeats
hoarse
as a coin
back, his
early ones
Harlem is henna,
stiff grace,
the profile
glinting
your eye familiar
visions
of plummeting
through carefree trees
into golden
waiting arms
Twist
the coin
knowing it’s for good,
lay it into
the box
next
to the lapel button
you saved
red and black
letters,
give them both
away
but someone
always gives
them
back

Wednesday, November 6, 2013

Hydrocodone



Liquid
should
be illegal
you
slide too
fast

Adderall




fling
your hues
from the second
storey
burn some
misery
rigid, wasp
skin
the ugly
ramble
of
nose-speak
evening out
until
some asswipe
calls night-sweats
handsome
and sucks
your masculinity
into
manicured
piles
of
Kleenex
and
useless arteries

Monday, November 4, 2013

Klonopin


You sliding
Plexiglass:
a perfect
Easy-Bake image
Your
hair
in thick
strands
for commercial
use
by the caterer’s
niece
uptight
tension buttons
shimmering
behind
the kitchen
island
gutted
walls give
way
to loose
grass
an endless
flow
pale guts
hidden
You visualize
this
new cavern
another
in
your
collection
of stalagmite
jaws
reluctant
child
blonde
orthodoxy
thousands of
smartphone
flashes in
the
poolhouse
(this hurt
is moot)

Saturday, November 2, 2013

Tuesday, October 29, 2013

Just as the system relies upon our compliance, it similarly relies upon monsters to instantiate the repercussions of transgression. A shadow serving to validate our commitment. Some, however, desire to become their shadows. Monsters, too, often embody desirability, because they enjoy the freedom to say yes. Yes, I will take what I want. Yes, I will treat anyone or anything however I desire to treat it. The monster represents a kind of total freedom that threatens the stability of society. The monster represents anarchy. Self-government. Autonomy. The monster incarnates freedom, a horrifying concept to those who base their identity on a set of rules meant to corral liberty in favor of stability.

-- Christopher Higgs, Becoming Monster


Friday, October 11, 2013

Benadryl



un-lotioned
hands
dig
the bottom
kindled
and tampons
turn
clockwise
the rhythm
of the trickle
as scalloped
text message
light
raids the devil
face
we drew
in the
flat-screen
dust
and
you waited
to know
how
all my
mornings
begin